The darkside of a person

Eversince the song of Kelly Clarkson had been on radio and youtube,

I've been like forever love that song..

The title is darkside..

The most favourable lyrics was:

'have u ever had a darkside,wud u luv me,wud u luv mine'

Its like,telling us forever about each person have one..

Even if s/he never been one..

Sometimes, darkside isnt something to be shown,

Sometimes, it just need to be shown so that people know,

But for me, darkside is something you just should try to avoid of showing..

Its not as same as pretending, pretend is being someone who u isnt..

Darkside is more to like:you have a thing that people should not know..

For example,things that you know people can never help or aid you with anything..

You know people love you with who you are,just dont pretend..

Be one person who people can always be with..

Maybe I'm the raven princess anyway..

Remembered the tale of the prince, the raven princess, the duck and the storywriter?

Maybe this is another version of the duck that we didn’t know.

Maybe this is the real story of the duck...

Maybe all this while, the duck isn’t exists anyway..

Or maybe you need to sit back and try to understand the raven's story...

As the story begins....

As you can see, I’m Rue, the raven princess..

Yes, at first people sees me as I’m perfect..

I can be the best in class, having the prince by my side,

And i have a lot of people likes me..

But, the swan princess came into my life..

To be exact, to the prince life..

I’m no more to the prince, as my whole life, he never rebels..

Ever since that I give a though to get my 'life'..

It’s been years before I can remember to become raven princess...

It’s her fault to give the prince his heart..

Or why not I help my prince..

And maybe i could ask for the king of raven's help..

Yes, just to make sure..

As I see how determined the swan princess was on getting back prince's heart,

The prince is more and more far away from me, this cant be happening...

Let me just be the princess who always be by oji-sama side...

This is why I’m interrupting swan princess who are kind hearted to give him all his heart..

Just stop it, I’ll take my place now...

One day, I could see how the prince suffered by me..

I though I made the right thing,

I just thought by being more aggressive i will never lose him..

I can be a better person,

If i can ever think back, I’ll wont become aggressive when i think back..

I want my prince, but I never want to be raven princess, even if its in my blood,

Even if I lose oji-sama, even if anything..

That feeling is not how I liked..

Can i by any chance, get rid of this..

The blood of the raven..

P/s:the raven princess never thinks that by being aggressive she might lose things,

       because she thought that she is already losing things, if only she help the swan princess,

       she might have the prince not in harsh way.. She might know that the swan princess only tries to help, even though she quite falling to the prince.. But things can be right without become the 'black' ones..

'Hey rue, I gave u back your prince, he’ll be all yours, coz I’m just a duck..'-quack

RAIN MAKES US REMEMBER OF PAST

Hello everyone..
Rain is a weather that sometimes we humans less likely to like because some works may be restricted..
But.. in other way round, it gives us the feeling to hibernate.. =p
Anyway, I remembered of one story, how bout reading a story today?
It helps in remembering old things I guess..


That afternoon,
A girl drove her car and she was searching for a place to put her car..
Searching for a near place to where she will be going as its pouring cats and dogs on that time..
Once she found it, she pull the car over and park it neatly..

Once the car was parked,a blue umbrella was seen when she opens the door..
And the girl was wearing dark blue jeans,red T-shirt and leopard  scarf..
She was wearing heels,regardless how was the rain was pouring heavily..
She makes her move to her favorite bracelet shop..

While she was  walking under the rain,
She saw things happen few years ago..
The first time she went out with her friends..
The day she tries to know a person better..

She smiles all the way to the shop...
Well,some must say that she is crazy..
'How can I hide this smile when I'm thinking of you?'
That is all she could think of..

That day,the day she was with her friends..
She was happy to be with them,as bright as the sun shines on that day..
She was happy to know them better,as much as they do the talking all day..
And she was very happy to see him..

She remembered how much that place gives them memories..
She remembered how she was back then..
She remembered how much she spend that day..
Not in terms of money,but in terms of time..

The time she spend for them is priceless for her..
No money can replace this time she had spend with them..
Nothing can replace the memories..
'How I missed U', she whispered to her own heart

'This rain shows how much I remembered you,
It tries to stop,
But it will flow due time to time,
Till we meet again, my memory'

P/S: memories are good sign of the past.. It means you have history, good and bad, but it will always makes you know about yourself..

Cinta kasih lirik

Well..
For the first time in this blog I would like to post on song lyrics..
Lagu baru nyanyian nubhan ft mila: cinta kasih
To be honest I love this song, it is full of meaning.. Jom layan lagu ni,but bcoz this song is still freah,let us see when it will be a hit..

Cinta kasih lirik

Pernah hati ini menjadi milikmu,
Kasih dan cintaku hanyalah untukmu,
Namun bukan kamu akhirnya cintaku,
Kini takdir aku milik dia..

Ku anggap slamanya,
Tak pernah berubah,
Kasih dan cintamu teguh untukku,
Namun bukan aku akhirnya cinta mu,
Kini takdir engkau milik dia..

Biar hati ini merawat lukanya sendiri,
Membuang cinta tabah terbenam dalam hidup ini,
Tak terdaya diri ini menerima hatimu lagi,
Maafkan aku cinta kasih bukan untukmu,
Lupakan semua janji-janji kita bersama...

Lama telah berakhir kisah kasih kita,
Terpadam tersisih oleh arus masa,
Akan aku cuba bawa jauh cinta,
Kini takdir engkau milik dia..

A TALE FROM A TRUE STORY

People usually dont talk about fairy tales anymore arent we?
But seriously,
Dont you ever think of why do fairy tale ever exist?
I think it was actually a history or a true story that people experienced and they put it in a manner of fact,
An interesting story..
I think I had seen a story of a prince, a knight, a raven princess and a swan princess(basically a duck).
It is a tale where the prince had lost its heart(which means he does not have feelings)..
A knight who always thinks he should protect the prince, but actually he suppose to make the things right..
A raven princess who is good at first but because she was jealous of the swan princess,she become evil to get the prince..
A swan princess who only wants to make the prince smile and just want to make the prince happy..
In the story I read, the swan princess really do love the prince and want him to always smile, thats why she does everything to make him gets his hearts back..
But at the end of the story, the prince had the raven princess and the swan princess lives as a duck forever with the storyteller which is previously the knight..
Yup, sounds unfair for the duck as she's the one that makes the prince got his heart back but at the end, the raven got the prince..
sometimes, things are not because of it suppose to be fair or not..
it sometimes have to do with fate..
and,the swan princess was a real duck at the beginning of the story,
how can she become a princess for the prince if she is not a real princess..
and a prince only for a princess..

i think i had a new version of this story,
it involves a prince(still with no heart),
a raven(well,im not sure she is a princess or not),
a swan princess(she is still a duck)
and a storyteller(who always with the duck to make her happier)..

the story start with a prince that has no heart,
he had limited person to talk with,
a limited expression to speak and tells people..
a prince that people talks about,
but no one ever want to get close to..
a weird prince,
but he had a close friend..
a real close one..
but still, he likes to wander around alone..
what he prefers to do..

one day this 'duck',
not yet a swan princess,
always be an observant..
she always see this one guy wander by his own..
she wonders,if he had friends,
she wonders,if he had any talent,
she wonders, if he had heart..
she wonders,if she could know him better..
and once the storyteller whispered to her:
be careful of what you wish for..
she wondered why??
and the storyteller disappeared..

as time goes by,
suddenly, the prince and the duck become friends(as the duck thinks they were more than just a friend),
and the duck turns to be the swan princess as she seem to give the prince all his heart..
she thinks that he does get all his heart back..
but one thing she didnt know,
in his heart, only one person can activated all the heart to become function..
the prince become different from how she knew..
from how she observed before..
from how she knew before the heart was given back to him..
she was happy,but at the same time,
she knew, he wasnt what she did imagine..
the fairytale was in chaos when the raven came..
she came coz she thinks the prince was all hers..
she grabbed him from the swan princess and the swan princess turns to duck once again..
the swan princess was clueless what was happening..
she thought she done everything,
she didnt know what had happened..
and suddenly the storyteller appears..

he said:
'i had warned you.. but you wish that he had his heart back,
i had warned you but you wanted to see his smiles,
i had warned you but you like to know how it was like..'

the duck said:
'i dunt mind if he isnt my prince,
he is still a prince, it jus that im not his princess,
and without a prince, i cant be a swan princess, because im just a duck..
i jus want the prince to tell me,just tell me,what i did wrong,
and what happened.. thats all that matters.. i dun need more than that'

the storyteller didnt want to hurt the duck anymore,he try to write a happy ending for the duck,
but he cant, if he made the duck happy with the prince, he will suffer to let the duck go, so he made a cruel story ending..

the prince made a time to tell the swan princess what happened and that she was a good person that gives him all his heart, but, it was just not her, and he really appreciate her for everything she had done..
the swan princess tells the prince, she was happy to help, and she knew that she was only a duck,and she cant ask more from him..the only words she could last say to him was: 'be happy dear prince,hope there would be a princess to make you the happiest man on earth'
then, the storyteller appeared and the swan princess turned into who she really are, a duck.. and the price she had to pay because she isnt the right princess for the prince, she is the companion of the storyteller..
the storyteller was not a cruel person as he will always take care of the duck whenever he had to.. a story for the duck, should be written, and he still searching what to write,but he made the duck free to choose later..

im not sure it is a cruel story or not but as i cud conclude, the prince is still alone and search for the right princess to open his heart be function and the raven is just another character for other fairy tale and the duck to be by the storyteller's side forever.. a cruel for a happy ending, but, actually a good ending for all..

P/S:not every story do have good ending, but as long you think it is a good one, then, its a good one.. happiness is what you create, not what you think it is.. be happy to others, then you will be always happy..

A fate

Have u ever think of one thing?
Well,not really matter,but the one thing that always matters for me..
FRIENDSHIP
From days to days,
Had become years to years..
What I can see from the story of my life,is, I always be changing bestfriends espeacially that I cud speak everything to that person evryday..
In terms of guy bestfriends..
Each year,only one will last for a year..
I couldnt remember all the names of them anyway,but the first is always remembered..
The 1st was a junior of mine,but at the end, I screwed evrytin up,n we never meet again,until a year ago,we met..
That frenship was about a year,i cnt remember..
Then one by one,come and go,until im in foundation,yes I got one bestfren,n yes until now I always say he is my besfren,but,we was like clique for only 1 year coz he had a gf,n I dun 1 to make her furious of me.. (bcoz she does)
Then,i met this one guy bcoz I chatting with my fren n she connects him with us,and I had never meet him anyway,even now,and we also be very like bestie until im not sure y, after a year of frenship, we have our own thing to do,and tada, we only met in tweets rite now..
Then I met this one guy,a stupid one,instead of letting him being my besfren,i be his gf,den in one year,he cheated n tada,we are enemies..
N now,i met this one guy,for me, his the best bestfren I had ever had, I jus wish the frenship wont be like how the last few frenships are, I dont one to repeat all over again, to suddenly met a guy that can be my bestfren and then within a year the frenship last n then kapoooff,it ends..
Its hard to find one bestfren that wud last forever..
But then if my current bestfren will be just like the others,I just hope that I wont b as sad as I used to be..
I wish for happiness,always,and I always be..
Its a fate of me not to have one besfren that will last forever,and maybe, the fate tells me something,and I just thinks that if this fate shows how I my future is, I think, it is fate.. And I must go thru it each time.. And I am happy, and always b..

To share my happiness

I must say,it is a huge event..
I must say I am so proud of everything on that day..

On 18th of december 2012, a huge crowed came to our faculty..
It was an event where 8 groups of students actually present their own 'baby' on that time..
Well, I said it as baby because we all 1st time to present a product that had never produced before..
I treat my group product as my own baby..
Well,not much to say, but as one of my groupmate said:we should give it a full attention and love..
Our intention isn't only to win,but also to give everyone the feeling of love that we had put into our product..
When u see the intagram picture, you might not know what actually we made,so i'll explain here.
Our group had prepared some ideas to make for this product launching,and one of the idea is our baby here: dodol icecream or is named as doliceous(shortform of dodol icecream delicious)..
14th weeks of making small portion of dodol,small portion of icecream (all by our own formula for both parts) and atlast,we found the best way to make our baby presentable..
The best is when our baby had acknowledged by people in the industry which are nestle,dazzle food,felda,and angsana.. And our baby got its prize.. She got 2nd.. Yea! Hehe.. I am soooo proud of you..
If I cud have another chance, I would give more effort to her and let her get the best prize she should.. One thing, I always have faith on you baby.. For me,its my 1st baby, and it has its own value that only I know what.. :-)
<3 u my doliceous.. Always do..