People said that: human only know what they had best when,and only when they lose one.
In malay: "manusia hanya sedar apabila sesuatu miliknya hilang"
But for this post, uts not how I lost a person etc..
Never own this person,though cant say I lost him/her..
Never show this person to my world, therefore cant say I had locked him/her, neither cud I say I let this person away..
Just being me;a friend, and this person just being good,to me, as a friend..
Not a single human on earth knows my secret best, how this person is.. (100% sincere)
Never a person brings real me when I hide it tightly in my own world box..
Never a person tries to duscover the real me, as they tought how I show myself to them is 'me'..
I used to hear people vowed : ' l will take all the good in you and neglected the one bad in you"
But I had never think of I cud know how it is like, and why..
This post isnt how I felt on you, it just a saying that you made yourself a good friend I never had,and yes, the worst I knew (in certain part).. Just let me the only one who knows that..
If I were about to think back, for onebad you had done, you had made 1000 good deeds to me.. And I am so happy I could had the chance to know you..
To this person , who learn and adjusted him/herself about me, thank you,you never asked me to change;not even once, but yes, you do complains or comments,but you learned day by day about me..
To this person, I may not see this if I am not.this far, and if you didnt make your decision on your future..
To this person, this post is on you and how I appologized on everything. Being here makes me realized who always there when I stressed out, sorts of problems which you know what, when I needed to be crazy one(at most bz time),when I wanted to.watch a movie when no one is available..
Thanks and sorry.. This isnt a goodbye, this is what I called:
'we will meet again,one fine day,to be happy in oir own way..'
P/s: I am always a raven princess.. If only.you know what it meant..
qalmi's happiness
Monday 16 December 2013
Contributed: when we were close
Tuesday 5 November 2013
TIME PRECIOUSNESS
Wonder how things happen??
Sometimes I do..
But most of it?? Guess?
I dont,or dont want to..
Life:things we wonder what will happen future,and what had happened b4.. Present? Trying the best for everything..
Time shows preciousness of it,only when we realised, how the similarities makes us still there..
Like you and me,we connected bcoz time gives us its preciousness..
When I realised how we still connected without us know what each other doing exactly, but then, when we found to get to know,we like the same thing and we done the same for evry second of our life.. Scary,spooky,but that is us.. I afraid the story of us had end,i afraid the story of us does not continue,but I am more afraid,the story had never ends,it just pending so that we can find our ways to get the perfect ending.. I prefer the best ending,but I must not hope high,too high might make us fall,to low will make us drowned..
Saturday 28 September 2013
Hey, I am in indonesia!!
I've been taking a very long rest I guess.. Sorry for being not in this blogging for a while.. Yup,because this blog is about qalmi happiness, it is hard to make one post when u are through hardship..
Haha.. Dun get me wrong,its not that kinda hardship.. Its hardship because I have alot to do for this few months, final projects(finally done..with hardship too), working part times for my internships.. Andddd noww the best part!! Im doing internship in indonesia..
Well,certain may said that wat to brag,it just across the ocean.. Dude,thats the point, you get to know new culture..
Well,its been happy here,owh regardless I had food poison weeks b4.. Owh,its been a month im staying here,and I am so missing Malaysia.. Well,it is still tanah tumpahnya darahku kan? And I also miss my family and frens.. Owh esp my clique.. And my sis.. Haha.. Talked much with them when eva have time.. Yeah,im not very passionate in talking,but I miss them so.much that I cud say I talked too much..
Being in here makes me realised that we are almost the same,but we different. Y? Becos here,they took the principle of 'ikut resmi padi,makin berisi makin menunduk' they have been good to us Malaysian students and quite happy to have frens from different background like this..
And that is my proposal for having myself here.. Yea for me!! =D
Monday 6 May 2013
to the person who called me 'a'
The darkside of a person
Maybe I'm the raven princess anyway..
Wednesday 13 February 2013
RAIN MAKES US REMEMBER OF PAST
Rain is a weather that sometimes we humans less likely to like because some works may be restricted..
But.. in other way round, it gives us the feeling to hibernate.. =p
Anyway, I remembered of one story, how bout reading a story today?
It helps in remembering old things I guess..
That afternoon,
A girl drove her car and she was searching for a place to put her car..
Searching for a near place to where she will be going as its pouring cats and dogs on that time..
Once she found it, she pull the car over and park it neatly..
Once the car was parked,a blue umbrella was seen when she opens the door..
And the girl was wearing dark blue jeans,red T-shirt and leopard scarf..
She was wearing heels,regardless how was the rain was pouring heavily..
She makes her move to her favorite bracelet shop..
While she was walking under the rain,
She saw things happen few years ago..
The first time she went out with her friends..
The day she tries to know a person better..
She smiles all the way to the shop...
Well,some must say that she is crazy..
'How can I hide this smile when I'm thinking of you?'
That is all she could think of..
That day,the day she was with her friends..
She was happy to be with them,as bright as the sun shines on that day..
She was happy to know them better,as much as they do the talking all day..
And she was very happy to see him..
She remembered how much that place gives them memories..
She remembered how she was back then..
She remembered how much she spend that day..
Not in terms of money,but in terms of time..
The time she spend for them is priceless for her..
No money can replace this time she had spend with them..
Nothing can replace the memories..
'How I missed U', she whispered to her own heart
'This rain shows how much I remembered you,
It tries to stop,
But it will flow due time to time,
Till we meet again, my memory'
P/S: memories are good sign of the past.. It means you have history, good and bad, but it will always makes you know about yourself..